Testimoy 1: Everything went wrong! (Part 3)

Today they told me they would call me, but still, they didn't. Three days passed, and they still didn't.

Waiting can cost a lot of energy. It also can make you start doubting the Lord. But I decided I was not afraid anymore; I'm gone walk by faith. I will keep searching if I need to, and I will keep trusting. I will do other things that I need to do.

Meanwhile, I'm waiting on the Lord. I will keep telling myself; It's ok If you don't get that one. The Lord has one that is better for you! It is an opportunity to trust the Lord, don't let this go to waste. Never lose focus, and don't let the waiting make you doubt the Lord. Waiting on the Lord requires patience.

What's above? I wrote it three days ago.

What is below, I'm writing today.

What I've written above, I mean it. For the past months, there wasn't anything good I did. But the test is hard, and I feel more helpless. It's like my whole world is crushing. Writing today, I feel like a hypocrite. Because I'm telling myself it's all gone past, but it troubles my heart. Is anything happening because of my disobedience? How long do I need to wait, how much patience do I need, and how many things do I need to lose?

My only comfort is that my God is with me even when I feel He is not listening or answering me. By faith, I want to believe that He already has a plan. I pray for him to strengthen me, give me patience, and provide me with endurance. So I can stay joyful even when my whole world is crumbling. My hope is still sustaining me! That my testimony is going be a blessing indeed!

Stay focused, and stay blessed.