So hard to choose!

Sometimes we do things that we know are not right, but still, we do them anyways. Those things can bring us into problems with friends, family, and partners. They can give you the guilty feeling that you are doing something bad because you can't be totally transparent with your answers. It is not that you need to tell people what are doing with your life, but your answers won't be carefree like you usually would answers people if you weren't doing anything wrong.

What is the solution?

I won't say I have the solution because I do not have it. I think the right thing is to live according to your values and not contradict them. Sometimes we do not know what they are precisely but it feels wrong. For me, I need to define my morals and values and choose to live by them even if it means is gone hurt and letting go.

I pray that the Lord have mercy on my soul and forgive me for my wrongdoings and help me to make the right decisions.